Michelle Fae D Souza 2016 Basil Bunting Poetry Award Young Person’s Prize Winner, 15 – 19

Michelle Fae D Souza

2016 Basil Bunting Poetry Award Young Person’s Prize Winner, 15 – 19

Flip Side

I am awake.
I open my watery eyes
Trapped.
I am not
What I wanted to be.
I am
Lost.
I am no longer
A heart with hope.
I am
Scared.
I am not
In control
My whole body is
Trembling.
I see my enemies
Leaping even further than I imagined
My progress has been
Thrown to the dumps
And all my failures have been
Sprouting spontaneously like poppies after a harsh winter
My enthusiasm is
Dwindling.
Obstacles and hurdles are
Everywhere,
Anywhere.
But everything can change.
Everything can turn around.

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